Tuesday, August 11, 2009

The fear of losing...

Till date I have been quite unaware of how it feels to lose something precious or someone precious and important! Maybe I have never loved anything that much to have felt its loss...and have never lost anyone I love deeply! But lately I have this great fear of losing something that has become so precious to me....And its not just a lame fear! its the undefiable truth....the truth that is evident...and that is looking at me staright in the eye, with a smirk and saying..."Stop it if you can!" ...

A very close friend of mine, in an emotional moment said... "why does life sometimes takes everything or the one who could be everything ?" It sounded so true to me at that moment....but to that I had reqplied that except for life-death, life also gives us a choice...and whether we choose to or not...is entirely in our hands !

But I realised its the choices that are tough...and the inability to fight the inevitable like life-death...is so frustrating! At times i just feel it slipping through my fingers, and I know that I cant hold onto it!

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  1. crazyzenAugust 12, 2009 at 12:45 PM

    I lived a moment like that.. yes, it felt like DYING.. moving away from TWO souls that I loved so dearly.. and yet knowing that I had to make a choice, do the thing that looked RIGHT to me. It was difficult.. but I have this faith also shining very brightly that in the long run, it will make sense. Don't beat yourself with it. We are going thru trying times.. maybe until Dec 21, 2012??

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