Friday, August 21, 2009

Despair.....

When I had started this blog, I had thought to myself that probably I will be able to get some answers...maybe get a direction, my priorities !
But....nothing ! maybe 10 days is too early to expect anything...but I am starting to lose all hope!

I am not able to stand up to the expectations, and no body is able to stand up to mine!
And I dont want to be answerable to anyone, anymore!
I wonder now, am I asking for too much?

What do I do?
What choices do I make?
What do I do if I cant make those thoughts go away from my mind....?
What can I do if I miss.....?
How do I stop myself from thinking that nothing else matters at the moment than what I want!
How do I stop feeling so helpless?
Why cant I just give in to the demands of the world?
Why is it so tough?
Who do I ask for help ? The Divine Power... or the Universe?


Its never ending........................................

2 comments:

  1. You are not being honest enough... you are not seeing things the way they are.. you are seeing them the way you WANT to see them.. the discrepancy is your frustration.

    Wake up and FACE the facts.. because TRUTH will not change its colors for anyone.

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  2. the fact is....nobody in this world has the guts to face the facts! more so when it comes to male gender !! why am I the only one being asked to face the facts? why cant the others accept the fact and face the truth then? why does it always have to be ME ????

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