Haven't I heard that "hhmmmm" quite so often lately ! :)
I am surprised that its been months since I have actually come back here to write something. I quite often did think of starting it again, but just didn't find enough to write about ! Don't know if its because nothing much was worthwhile writing, or if it was the fact that I had gotten used to taking it in stride and just move on!
It has been quite a journey, the last year and more ! Where it all started and where it is today! Had started with a thought, and today am living it! I wouldn't say it was easy, but who said it would be ! Just seems like yesterday, when I had quit a job, a home, a marriage, a LIFE ! All in the hope that I will live TODAY and be happy, no...content living it my way! I have not been disappointed so far!
New city, new job, new home, new friends and ....
But the fears trickle in, the ability to trust and love is lost somewhere! Doubt looms over everybody I come across. Apprehensiveness sets in leaving me to wonder if this was really what I wanted? Am I ready for it?
Living alone, cooking food for yourself and eating by yourself, nobody to party out with or hang around with ! Had I really had painted a perfect picture of what life would be once I am on my own? Maybe .....
But I am ready to give it a shot and however it may turn out to be, I don't want to die regretting not having tried it !
:)
I am surprised that its been months since I have actually come back here to write something. I quite often did think of starting it again, but just didn't find enough to write about ! Don't know if its because nothing much was worthwhile writing, or if it was the fact that I had gotten used to taking it in stride and just move on!
It has been quite a journey, the last year and more ! Where it all started and where it is today! Had started with a thought, and today am living it! I wouldn't say it was easy, but who said it would be ! Just seems like yesterday, when I had quit a job, a home, a marriage, a LIFE ! All in the hope that I will live TODAY and be happy, no...content living it my way! I have not been disappointed so far!
New city, new job, new home, new friends and ....
But the fears trickle in, the ability to trust and love is lost somewhere! Doubt looms over everybody I come across. Apprehensiveness sets in leaving me to wonder if this was really what I wanted? Am I ready for it?
Living alone, cooking food for yourself and eating by yourself, nobody to party out with or hang around with ! Had I really had painted a perfect picture of what life would be once I am on my own? Maybe .....
But I am ready to give it a shot and however it may turn out to be, I don't want to die regretting not having tried it !
:)
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