With all the time suddenly at my disposal, I had decided to spend some time with my family, well with my brother and sister! Though I had gone with the intention of staying for a few days only, I ended up staying for nearly 2 weeks! And it was a welcome break! I enjoyed being a recluse, with nothing to worry about and not being answerable to anyone! The daylight time was mine and only mine and the evenings was filled with fun, games and our all time favourite "philosophical discussions"!
The time-off gave me important insights into my life! I questioned things that I had dared not look back at for the fear of the outcome!
For the first time since my marriage had I stayed away from home for so long and suprisingly I didnt miss my life back home, not once! I was completely at peace....
And now that I have screened my past and know the mistakes I made, I am still not sure what to do about them! Our actions can never be un-done! So, I will have to reap the consequences of my actions....or can I still take a stand and change things and get it back on track....on MY track... ?
Do I move with the flow of life and get dragged on where it has to take me, or do I take control of the reins and steer my life to a direction that I want.....?
Confusions and more confusions....
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